Perfectly at peace, so I move along a bit higher.

A lot can happen in a week's time span, so think about everything that has happened in the past week and any plans for the upcoming week. Can't remember? 7 days may not seem like a long time, but right now it feels like an eternity.

Exactly one week ago was the last time I spoke to the most constant individual in my life. Granted, no one should be forced to do anything against his or her will, but honestly? I think it goes to show how much I had put forth in the past few months trying to mend ties and come to terms with decisions I've made. What do I get in return? Not a goddamn thing. Not a "Hello." Nothing.

While walking away from you, one of the greatest epiphanies of my lifetime absolutely slammed me. But now I can see it: there is nothing left. I thought there was an unconditional love - a mutual longing to remain (at the least) friends. I miss you beyond explanation, but an unrequited longing for each other's love is, to say the least, not my idea of love (or what I believe to be love). I have no tears left for this matter. You have let me run dry. And this is where I start anew.

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On a much more rewarding topic, my 8th John Mayer concert in Washington, D.C. is in roughly one week. 8, you say? Yes, and each time has been more memorable than the last. Maybe we'll get asked backstage? Ha! I figure he should start paying me to come to his concerts.

On to the next one.